Last night and this mornig sucked for the most part, but what didnt suck was that i got to spend the night with meghan. There was a pretty big party at this girl Ally's house and everyone just did their own thing.....me for the most part got a pretty good buzz.....but this is the worst thing that scared me the most was my girlfriends capiabilties of drinking got way out of hand. She got real sick, and i helped her through the night with everything(even holding her hair back) But the best thing is that i really care about her. I'd do anything for meghan.....i'd go out of my way for her if she needs something, because i love her. Right now i feel so bad because im the one who got her grounded for a week, because my mom just had to bring this party up to her dad about girls and guys sleeping over after the party, and her dad got real pissed because she didnt tell him the truth about the party.
So i feel really bad about this whole thing....and this morning this guy came down stairs and it was ally's dad and my girlfriend and i were sleeping together, but not the way your thinking, we were just cuddleing up together because it was soo cold. So i feel real bad about that whole night.

Now i just got home from a drive around town because im bored and im lonely....ugh i miss her so much she cant talk on the phone, computer, go anywhere with anyone, cant do anything, til saturday morning at 10 am because thats when she gets off grounding.
Some girl called my cell last night and was saying i sucked at life and how my gf was ugly and that i drove a jeep....come on jeeps are cool, my girlfriend in soo gorgous...and me i probaly have more going for me in life then that girl does. I hate when people do that shit like block their number on their phone and act all imature, its so dumb.
Just the feeling of not being with meghan just bums me out really bad.....i miss her so much and its so cool what we have together we click together I just love being with her, and holding her is the best too. Its so funny how other guys get jelious because they cant be with her, because i have her. hahaha........and im sure its the same thing with her what girls think about me.
god i was so worried about her tho because she was pretty sick last night because of drinking and all. i LOVE YOU MEGHAN CONLEY!!!!! your the one i love and will love til the end!!!!!